Feelings I to X

I

Writing my feelings in another language is less painful because it looks like I am not writing about you 

II

I thought this could lead to something but it only ended in me waiting for you to talk to me - 3 days and more to come

III

I don't think I am lonely but I would feel less lonely if you were here

IV 

It was a mistake to talk about you 

I didn't want you to think I felt something -butterflies-

But now they are back into their cocoons because you don't feel anything back

V

I have a knot in my stomach that doesn't let me eat 

- it's called loneliness 

- it has your name written on it 

VI

We feel lonely while being surrounded by others but the only person that you care about is at the other side of the screen

VII

I only swipe left on tinder 

no one is  my type 

I've already found him but I am not his match

VIII

what are the chances for me to see  you tomorrow?

I am starting to forget your face and the colour of your eyes. but I don't want to 

what are the chances for you to say something to me today? tomorrow?

none

none

IX

3.31 am

too late to write

but I can't get you out of my mind

X

I need to stop watching your ig stories

it's not hurting

but after telling you a couple of times about meeting for a coffee and you not caring about it 

I think you've already decided that you don't want to meet me anymore.